Ok, so I’m typing this in hopes of people listen…ok, READING this and seeing what the hell is going on.
I’ve been feeling this way, not too incredibly long, but enough to where I can’t shake it. Let’s start with the physical. As I’m sure you’ve all noticed, we’re having some strange things happen on Earth. From global warming, to the recent tremors off the coast of Oregon and the shake-up in Illinois, Earth changes are happening now. Also, food shortages (although, they haven’t really hit the US ‘yet’), strange weather damaging food, and the reports of governments demanding excess grain storages to be BURNED. Kinda sad, I think. Then we have the increasing amounts of ‘lights in the sky’. Some are true, some are hoaxed. Majority however, are ‘real’, whatever that means to you. At the beginning of this year I had an ‘epiphany’ so to speak (now I’m not trying to sound like I have delusions of grandeur or whatever), and as soon as I had it, I had put a short message on my Yahoo ‘status’. A few weeks later, the Stephenville lights reports went through the roof (be reminded, however, the Stephenville sightings started in December). I still feel this way, I’m very sure soon there will be one of these during the day.
I don’t know all the ‘facts’. Going on a gut instinct and what your intuition tells you can be a costly mistake for some. I’m learning to hone and beginning to understand and rely on mine.
1. Anger over governmental processes (already beginning to see this).
2. Anger… not sure by what, maybe an illness? People are unnaturally angry…the mob mentality.
3. War. I mean, we’re already there, but it’s going to get worse.
4. Contact. 2008/2009 is an integral time and I believe by the end of 09 there will be significantly more ‘evidence’ that this will occur soon. I think, though, that true contact will happen before 2012.
5. 2012 is a load of horse manure. Any nay-sayers and negative nellies who talk about 2012 as the end of mankind are full of it! 2012 is going to be just a regular year, save for the people who truly ‘ascend’.
6. Re: contact. Best way to put this would be to compare it to certain parts of Revelation. Please read your bible (but don’t believe all of it). If anything just read that book. Not all of its gonna happen like the book says it is. Remember the bible was written by MAN. It is NOT a fax or email from GOD.
7. i.e. btw GOD is not GOD, but are indeed creators from another planet. Yes this makes me sound crazy, but I really don’t care anymore. Lol. God is an ET. Which doesn’t make them god, but just some jackass lunatics in space playing with Bunsen burners and Petri dishes. ._.
8. The truth is, yes there will be mass depopulation. Not necessarily natural, but will be helpful in the end. Some people have decided to stay, and others have decided to leave. I made up my mind a month or so ago to leave. However, If I can come back after a period of time, I would.
9. False flag. Discussed on many a occasions, I.e. project Blue beam in the US. After seeing some of the signs, I’m pretty sure this is possible, however, around the time they plan to implement this… let’s just say they (ET’s) know of it. In the sake of honesty (for lack of a better word), to show up before this false flag ‘incident’. I have the feeling for the most part, what is coming up recently is the real deal, not a false flag.
I mean to say more, but I cannot find the right words. The wheels are in motion now, and we all have our ‘jobs’.
If anything…if I disappear…if I go away.. this is my official goodbye and farewell
-Chiiru
Elizabeth G.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Phoenix Lights Part Deux
Above top Secret.com Thread
Last night folks from Phoenix got yet another aerial treat! Spotted and filmed for approx 13 minutes, started around 8 PM their time. The visuals resemble Stephenville's! We cannot forget the other sightings last night as well, Ohio and Florida.
More info:
"PHOENIX - Many Valley residents reported seeing mysterious red lights in the sky over the north Valley Monday night.
Some said they could be seen for miles, leaving many to wonder what was going on.
Those who saw the four lights said they randomly appeared. Some said the lights made shapes, a stright line, a square and a triangle. The lights reportedly were visible for between 15 and 30 minutes at about 8 p.m.
The cause remains a mystery this morning.
According to Deer Valley Airport and air traffic controllers at Phoenix Sky Harbor, no planes were on the radar, although people at both locations reportedly saw the lights
Luke Air Force Base said it had no operations in the air at the time the lights were seen.
Some Valley residents said the lights might have been a UFO.
"It was really close to the star and when it would go really close, and then go fast far away," said Annie Braslawsce. "It was just unbelievable. I thought it was the coolest thing. It was pretty intense."
Monday night's sighting comes about a month after the 11th anniversary of the famed Phoenix Lights, when thousands of people reported seeing several lights in a V formation hovering over the city. The Air Force eventually said those lights were flares, but not everybody believes that explanation.
--- Article from Azfamily.com
Direct link: Azfamily.com Article
Also, reported on CNN.com's Ireport...
CNN IReport
Don't let this get thrown down the pile, keep bringing this up! Let the truth be known~ and follow your heart!
-B
Last night folks from Phoenix got yet another aerial treat! Spotted and filmed for approx 13 minutes, started around 8 PM their time. The visuals resemble Stephenville's! We cannot forget the other sightings last night as well, Ohio and Florida.
More info:
"PHOENIX - Many Valley residents reported seeing mysterious red lights in the sky over the north Valley Monday night.
Some said they could be seen for miles, leaving many to wonder what was going on.
Those who saw the four lights said they randomly appeared. Some said the lights made shapes, a stright line, a square and a triangle. The lights reportedly were visible for between 15 and 30 minutes at about 8 p.m.
The cause remains a mystery this morning.
According to Deer Valley Airport and air traffic controllers at Phoenix Sky Harbor, no planes were on the radar, although people at both locations reportedly saw the lights
Luke Air Force Base said it had no operations in the air at the time the lights were seen.
Some Valley residents said the lights might have been a UFO.
"It was really close to the star and when it would go really close, and then go fast far away," said Annie Braslawsce. "It was just unbelievable. I thought it was the coolest thing. It was pretty intense."
Monday night's sighting comes about a month after the 11th anniversary of the famed Phoenix Lights, when thousands of people reported seeing several lights in a V formation hovering over the city. The Air Force eventually said those lights were flares, but not everybody believes that explanation.
--- Article from Azfamily.com
Direct link: Azfamily.com Article
Also, reported on CNN.com's Ireport...
CNN IReport
Don't let this get thrown down the pile, keep bringing this up! Let the truth be known~ and follow your heart!
-B
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Dream Diary Jan 08-Apr 08
Jan 7 2008
I woke up this morning with a long straight thin ‘scratch’ on my chest, to the left, up near shoulder blade and collar bone. I first saw it and thought I had scratched myself during the night. None of m nails are jagged to cut like that, and when I do accidentally scratch myself with nails, the scratch is never clean, its always rough with skin pulled out, this looks like a very shallow cut. The redness has gone down but as of 2:17 AM on Jan 8 it is still there, just a line. Where did it come from?
Jan 18, 2008
Friend came over last night and helped me clean my trailer a bit. After cleaning, we sat down and had a few drinks. He expressed that he never saw Taken, so I popped in the first DVD. Watched first 2 episodes, then I became tired and let him watch more, but I went to bed. At some point, I dreamed I approached a table with creatures on it, one being a small toad, I picked it up but it squirmed out of my hands and fell to the floor with a plop. It wandered off, didn’t hop though. Strange. I looked back to the table and saw a bigger toad, but did not pick it up. Saw some other weird creatures on the table, but that was all I remember. When we woke up, friend was complaining of loss of hearing in one ear, a headache (He never gets headaches like this one, he says) and ‘morse code’ buzzing. When the buzzing stopped his jaw hurt. My left inside elbow itches. I can see and feel a freckle but could be a small injection site. Been excited over this UFO sighted in TX. Mile long blimp, my ass! Mile long, half a mile wide, very fast, being chased by fighter jets, although the jets could not catch up, I think. This was sighted on Jan 8, 2008. Supposedly it was seen again on the 15th? Or maybe it was some other UFO. I got that goddamn buzzing in my ear again while counting cigarettes. It’s f***ing distracting.
I came home pissed off at the blonde of a new coworker I have, I went to turn on the kitchen light and one of the bulbs burnt out in a blinding flash. Go fig. Not my day lol..
Jan 26, 2008
Strange dream…
Most of the details were fuzzy, but I was working for some strange people. My office was with some brown haired woman, who was almost always in a daze, nothing would faze her, and she’d just kind of stare, almost blankly at the laptop in front of her. The office was effin huge, very spacious, but lacking in any kind of interior decorating, save for carpet (or what I think is carpet lol) and 2 Long, long tables (you know, those ones u set up at a community center for people to sit around). The brunette was at one table, I was at the other, and we both had laptops, very thin ones. There were a lot of small square windows on one end of the room, one small square window above another small square window. It kept going on till the edge of the room. I remember having a rather large key ring, with many different keys on them. I kind of knew what each one was for, mainly a feeling though. I could use them to get to places, to get into places. I kept going from the 'office' to some other place, and then arrive, almost instantly back at the office. A woman (I think it was, meep) had come into the room, she was actually kind of tall, with weird hair...she looked disappointed at me, for some reason, like I'm thinking it’s because I’m using the keys wrongly. I tried to explain to her about what’s going on, but at this point my anger and a degree of panic starts to rise in me, and she leaves and gets another woman to come with her, a little shorter than her. She makes me repeat what I told her to the other person, I do, and this time the anger is so unbearable, I was thinking "why do they not believe me, why are they asking me this, why, why, why??", and I then scream out "F*** YOU, I QUIT", in an almost hilarious dramatic flair, storm out the room, then I get rather flighty and panicked. I start running down the hallway, looking for a door, any door, can’t find any, why?! I managed to find one, hidden by some heavy objects. I managed to shove whatever it was out of the way of the door (really hard, the thing was friggin heavy!) I start fiddling with the key ring (for being large it fits rather well in a standard pair of jeans...) I find a key that I think will work but it doesn’t. I look at the ring again, and it kind of hits me and I get the right key out and unlock the door, and end up in a ‘neighborhood’, but it’s really, really green. These people must keep up with their lawns, trees and shrubberies like every day! I ran to something and tried to enter but couldn’t, then I woke up.
Jan 29, 08
Day off finally. Went to work meeting at 6:30. Came home about 7. Went to the PC…next thing I know I look at the time and it says 10 pm. WTF? Tried to go to sleep at 2 AM, Kept seeing their faces, I couldn’t sleep too well and was panicky until I passed out…
Feb 18 2008
Foggy dream (was it?), felt as if I was drugged and taken somewhere, down a hallway in a building…
Feb 20, 2008
Tried to go to sleep. As I was dozing off I heard a single musical tone/note. A few seconds later I heard another one. And another. All spaced within a few seconds of each other. After about 8 or so notes, my left ear began ringing loudly, beginning high pitched, and lowering pitch, then rising again, for about a minute or two. At this point, any tired I had was pretty much gone and I decided to open my eyes to make sure I was by myself. When I opened my eyes, my room was foggy and white. I should have left the room, I wanted to, but all I did was put my head back down on the pillow and passed out.
March 7, 2008
Had a few dreams. First one… right before I had it, I was trying to fall asleep, my eyes were closed. Suddenly my eyelids were filled with white, and I began seeing eyes. Big eyes. Not people eyes. Much bigger. All of a sudden, I’m dreamin. I dreamed I was reading a newspaper. There was only one article on it, and it was about how Whitley Streiber has cancer. WTF? That’s all it was. Just that. I wake up, confused about wtf it meant. I dozed back off and dreamed again.
This time I was traveling to a place far away, I don’t know where I was going though. I stopped at a very large house in the middle of nowhere. There were so many people in there, reminded me of a communal thing. A few ‘people’ gave me the vibe of ‘vampire’, or that’s what my mind shouted out as I saw them. The caretaker of the house left, and it seemed like the sun went down at the same time. I wasn’t too frightened, although I had my moments, when I was exploring the house. Some members of the household had disappeared as well. I met a friendly woman in there, she was kind of large, and had long beautiful black hair. We hung out and explored together, and she started asking me about her family. What? I don’t know her, let alone her bloodlines! Around that time, people started coming back to the house, including some of the people I labeled ‘vampires’. One was friendly and was connected with the caretaker of the house/commune. I woke up after that.
March 28, 2008
Just had a dream, it made me cry when I woke up, its actually kinda scary.
I can’t remember too much of the beginning. I do remember being chased by two tall people, they said I had abilities and they wanted to take them from me. I saw the tank they used, it reminded me of something that would squish and kill you. I also remember a very cute guy helping me, but he disappeared He had sandy hair (a dark blonde), and his outfit was strange, his tie wasn’t on straight but it was supposed to be like that. I ran and ran and ran from them and the device, and I came upon a warehouse. I managed to make it in stealthily and hid for a time, then once I figured the coast was clear and I wasn’t being chased, I started to wander around and explore. I found someone I knew sweeping the floor and started talking to her, trying to tell her what happened. All of a sudden there was a ruckus on the floor, because someone came on the intercom and set off a wave of panic. My friend sent me on my way; I found some doors and ducked through them so I wouldn’t be seen. I walked right in to some kind of meeting. I startled them (and myself) for a minute, then quickly walked to the back and took a seat. I’m missing a piece here, lol. All of a sudden I’m hearing clapping, and I’m standing in a line, with a bunch of men, and some guy is traveling down the line with scissors and a razor, shaving their heads. I realized at some point I must have signed up for the Marines. The guy skips over me and I looked at him and said “Awe come on, I wanted my hair shorter” and he smiles and starts cutting my hair. He took a very long time to do this. As he started cutting my hair, several guys came over, offering me their ice cream and I nibbled on it. Some guys came by to give me soft kisses on my lips. It was very sweet and I felt a little relieved. The man who was cutting my hair, I don’t remember his face, but I do remember relaxing into him, he was cutting my hair with one hand and kind of hugging me/holding me with his other arm. It was soft and warm . I saw that he had what looked like a home made tattoo on his arm that said US Marine Corps and then his name. I think it started with a D. After what felt like forever in his arms, he was done cutting my hair, and I sat back down to join my (apparently) fellow new recruits. They did the same for Air Force, but not Army. So I’m sitting there wondering when the thing is going to end, and…they brought out the guy who helped me earlier and I got very red, but very happy to see him alive. I’m not sure why they brought him up to the front, it wasn’t a bad thing. I wonder if he led me to this place on purpose.
March 29, 2008
Don’t remember too much of the dream, just someone asking me a lot of questions. One was asking what I’m going to college for…some of the other questions felt … it felt like I was being interrogated before the college question… wtf did they ask me and wtf did I say?
March 31, 2008
As I was dozing off last night (mar 30), I entered a small dream (I get these on occasion, right before I really fall asleep ill have small minute long dreams that ill wake up to, then pass out). I dreamed someone was knocking on my door, and I answered it. 2 Police men at the door asking me to come with them. I don’t really want to, but I grab my stuff and put shoes on and step outside. I see two other men there, not policemen, I don’t know who they were, and that’s when I really began to feel panicked… all of a sudden I’m seeing images of me being tested and tortured by these people. Everything went dark and all I heard was “Please do not be afraid, we won’t let that happen to you. We’ll make sure you’re ok.” And I go back into this dream-state again, seeing how these ‘people’ track, by some kind of output from trackers, or implants. After this, I felt the intent of this move. Due to my interrogation dream, they’ve decided to slightly retaliate, making whoever it is’ job a little bit harder. What a cute game of cat and mouse. /sarcasm. They were quick to emphasize the fact that I was not going to get hurt, that they wouldn’t find me. I hope this scenario doesn’t happen.
April 7, 2008
Last night I dreamed a very small dream. Very short, at least from what I remember.
I was watching a UFO land in front of me, and Niekolaas came out, Mike’s avatar (Tarutaru) on Final Fantasy 11. I think I asked, “Mike what are you doing here…” no answer, and I realized it wasn’t him at all but I was happy anyway and I followed him into the UFO.
I woke up this morning with a long straight thin ‘scratch’ on my chest, to the left, up near shoulder blade and collar bone. I first saw it and thought I had scratched myself during the night. None of m nails are jagged to cut like that, and when I do accidentally scratch myself with nails, the scratch is never clean, its always rough with skin pulled out, this looks like a very shallow cut. The redness has gone down but as of 2:17 AM on Jan 8 it is still there, just a line. Where did it come from?
Jan 18, 2008
Friend came over last night and helped me clean my trailer a bit. After cleaning, we sat down and had a few drinks. He expressed that he never saw Taken, so I popped in the first DVD. Watched first 2 episodes, then I became tired and let him watch more, but I went to bed. At some point, I dreamed I approached a table with creatures on it, one being a small toad, I picked it up but it squirmed out of my hands and fell to the floor with a plop. It wandered off, didn’t hop though. Strange. I looked back to the table and saw a bigger toad, but did not pick it up. Saw some other weird creatures on the table, but that was all I remember. When we woke up, friend was complaining of loss of hearing in one ear, a headache (He never gets headaches like this one, he says) and ‘morse code’ buzzing. When the buzzing stopped his jaw hurt. My left inside elbow itches. I can see and feel a freckle but could be a small injection site. Been excited over this UFO sighted in TX. Mile long blimp, my ass! Mile long, half a mile wide, very fast, being chased by fighter jets, although the jets could not catch up, I think. This was sighted on Jan 8, 2008. Supposedly it was seen again on the 15th? Or maybe it was some other UFO. I got that goddamn buzzing in my ear again while counting cigarettes. It’s f***ing distracting.
I came home pissed off at the blonde of a new coworker I have, I went to turn on the kitchen light and one of the bulbs burnt out in a blinding flash. Go fig. Not my day lol..
Jan 26, 2008
Strange dream…
Most of the details were fuzzy, but I was working for some strange people. My office was with some brown haired woman, who was almost always in a daze, nothing would faze her, and she’d just kind of stare, almost blankly at the laptop in front of her. The office was effin huge, very spacious, but lacking in any kind of interior decorating, save for carpet (or what I think is carpet lol) and 2 Long, long tables (you know, those ones u set up at a community center for people to sit around). The brunette was at one table, I was at the other, and we both had laptops, very thin ones. There were a lot of small square windows on one end of the room, one small square window above another small square window. It kept going on till the edge of the room. I remember having a rather large key ring, with many different keys on them. I kind of knew what each one was for, mainly a feeling though. I could use them to get to places, to get into places. I kept going from the 'office' to some other place, and then arrive, almost instantly back at the office. A woman (I think it was, meep) had come into the room, she was actually kind of tall, with weird hair...she looked disappointed at me, for some reason, like I'm thinking it’s because I’m using the keys wrongly. I tried to explain to her about what’s going on, but at this point my anger and a degree of panic starts to rise in me, and she leaves and gets another woman to come with her, a little shorter than her. She makes me repeat what I told her to the other person, I do, and this time the anger is so unbearable, I was thinking "why do they not believe me, why are they asking me this, why, why, why??", and I then scream out "F*** YOU, I QUIT", in an almost hilarious dramatic flair, storm out the room, then I get rather flighty and panicked. I start running down the hallway, looking for a door, any door, can’t find any, why?! I managed to find one, hidden by some heavy objects. I managed to shove whatever it was out of the way of the door (really hard, the thing was friggin heavy!) I start fiddling with the key ring (for being large it fits rather well in a standard pair of jeans...) I find a key that I think will work but it doesn’t. I look at the ring again, and it kind of hits me and I get the right key out and unlock the door, and end up in a ‘neighborhood’, but it’s really, really green. These people must keep up with their lawns, trees and shrubberies like every day! I ran to something and tried to enter but couldn’t, then I woke up.
Jan 29, 08
Day off finally. Went to work meeting at 6:30. Came home about 7. Went to the PC…next thing I know I look at the time and it says 10 pm. WTF? Tried to go to sleep at 2 AM, Kept seeing their faces, I couldn’t sleep too well and was panicky until I passed out…
Feb 18 2008
Foggy dream (was it?), felt as if I was drugged and taken somewhere, down a hallway in a building…
Feb 20, 2008
Tried to go to sleep. As I was dozing off I heard a single musical tone/note. A few seconds later I heard another one. And another. All spaced within a few seconds of each other. After about 8 or so notes, my left ear began ringing loudly, beginning high pitched, and lowering pitch, then rising again, for about a minute or two. At this point, any tired I had was pretty much gone and I decided to open my eyes to make sure I was by myself. When I opened my eyes, my room was foggy and white. I should have left the room, I wanted to, but all I did was put my head back down on the pillow and passed out.
March 7, 2008
Had a few dreams. First one… right before I had it, I was trying to fall asleep, my eyes were closed. Suddenly my eyelids were filled with white, and I began seeing eyes. Big eyes. Not people eyes. Much bigger. All of a sudden, I’m dreamin. I dreamed I was reading a newspaper. There was only one article on it, and it was about how Whitley Streiber has cancer. WTF? That’s all it was. Just that. I wake up, confused about wtf it meant. I dozed back off and dreamed again.
This time I was traveling to a place far away, I don’t know where I was going though. I stopped at a very large house in the middle of nowhere. There were so many people in there, reminded me of a communal thing. A few ‘people’ gave me the vibe of ‘vampire’, or that’s what my mind shouted out as I saw them. The caretaker of the house left, and it seemed like the sun went down at the same time. I wasn’t too frightened, although I had my moments, when I was exploring the house. Some members of the household had disappeared as well. I met a friendly woman in there, she was kind of large, and had long beautiful black hair. We hung out and explored together, and she started asking me about her family. What? I don’t know her, let alone her bloodlines! Around that time, people started coming back to the house, including some of the people I labeled ‘vampires’. One was friendly and was connected with the caretaker of the house/commune. I woke up after that.
March 28, 2008
Just had a dream, it made me cry when I woke up, its actually kinda scary.
I can’t remember too much of the beginning. I do remember being chased by two tall people, they said I had abilities and they wanted to take them from me. I saw the tank they used, it reminded me of something that would squish and kill you. I also remember a very cute guy helping me, but he disappeared He had sandy hair (a dark blonde), and his outfit was strange, his tie wasn’t on straight but it was supposed to be like that. I ran and ran and ran from them and the device, and I came upon a warehouse. I managed to make it in stealthily and hid for a time, then once I figured the coast was clear and I wasn’t being chased, I started to wander around and explore. I found someone I knew sweeping the floor and started talking to her, trying to tell her what happened. All of a sudden there was a ruckus on the floor, because someone came on the intercom and set off a wave of panic. My friend sent me on my way; I found some doors and ducked through them so I wouldn’t be seen. I walked right in to some kind of meeting. I startled them (and myself) for a minute, then quickly walked to the back and took a seat. I’m missing a piece here, lol. All of a sudden I’m hearing clapping, and I’m standing in a line, with a bunch of men, and some guy is traveling down the line with scissors and a razor, shaving their heads. I realized at some point I must have signed up for the Marines. The guy skips over me and I looked at him and said “Awe come on, I wanted my hair shorter” and he smiles and starts cutting my hair. He took a very long time to do this. As he started cutting my hair, several guys came over, offering me their ice cream and I nibbled on it. Some guys came by to give me soft kisses on my lips. It was very sweet and I felt a little relieved. The man who was cutting my hair, I don’t remember his face, but I do remember relaxing into him, he was cutting my hair with one hand and kind of hugging me/holding me with his other arm. It was soft and warm . I saw that he had what looked like a home made tattoo on his arm that said US Marine Corps and then his name. I think it started with a D. After what felt like forever in his arms, he was done cutting my hair, and I sat back down to join my (apparently) fellow new recruits. They did the same for Air Force, but not Army. So I’m sitting there wondering when the thing is going to end, and…they brought out the guy who helped me earlier and I got very red, but very happy to see him alive. I’m not sure why they brought him up to the front, it wasn’t a bad thing. I wonder if he led me to this place on purpose.
March 29, 2008
Don’t remember too much of the dream, just someone asking me a lot of questions. One was asking what I’m going to college for…some of the other questions felt … it felt like I was being interrogated before the college question… wtf did they ask me and wtf did I say?
March 31, 2008
As I was dozing off last night (mar 30), I entered a small dream (I get these on occasion, right before I really fall asleep ill have small minute long dreams that ill wake up to, then pass out). I dreamed someone was knocking on my door, and I answered it. 2 Police men at the door asking me to come with them. I don’t really want to, but I grab my stuff and put shoes on and step outside. I see two other men there, not policemen, I don’t know who they were, and that’s when I really began to feel panicked… all of a sudden I’m seeing images of me being tested and tortured by these people. Everything went dark and all I heard was “Please do not be afraid, we won’t let that happen to you. We’ll make sure you’re ok.” And I go back into this dream-state again, seeing how these ‘people’ track, by some kind of output from trackers, or implants. After this, I felt the intent of this move. Due to my interrogation dream, they’ve decided to slightly retaliate, making whoever it is’ job a little bit harder. What a cute game of cat and mouse. /sarcasm. They were quick to emphasize the fact that I was not going to get hurt, that they wouldn’t find me. I hope this scenario doesn’t happen.
April 7, 2008
Last night I dreamed a very small dream. Very short, at least from what I remember.
I was watching a UFO land in front of me, and Niekolaas came out, Mike’s avatar (Tarutaru) on Final Fantasy 11. I think I asked, “Mike what are you doing here…” no answer, and I realized it wasn’t him at all but I was happy anyway and I followed him into the UFO.
April 13, 2008
Sorry for the lack of posting. I will post the recent 'dreams' shortly.
I have been house sitting for the parents this week. So I've been sleeping at their house, even though I have a heated waterbed here, I still get anxious while here.
Soooo...
I've been trying these 'crop circle meditations' that Whitley Streiber has been doing (I'm a subscriber to his site, www.unknowncountry.com) and I must admit, they're rather relaxing. I do the meditation right before bed, along with a program called (either or) Brain wave generator, or Neuro-Programmer 2. I use the Deep Theta 3 (without headphones). The first time I tried this...
I managed to make it through 7 minutes of the 50 minute program (lol).
As I apparently entered this theta state, I was almost immediately observant of what seemed to be two shadows over me. They would move away on occasion, but then come back into my field of 'view'. I had no lights on, save for the monitor light, and my eyes were shut. It was strange, but I didn't feel threatened by these shadows. In fact, it feels as if they were watching me. Making sure I'm ok as I dove into the whole experience of the meditation and the brainwave thing.
After that, I felt very tired and relaxed, so I headed to bed. I had put my phone on the charger in the living room initially, when I went to bed, I moved it to the bedroom with me. I think, within 10 minutes of my layin there relaxing, the phone was done charging. Of course, my eyes were closed and I couldn't see a thing, my eyes shot open and the room was bathed in bright light. I mumbled to myself "oh god no", and then looked down and found out it was my phone. Apparently, when it finishes charging, the front screen gets really bright to tell you its finished charging. Wtf? Stupid thing scared the hell out of me.
That night, I had a dream. In this dream, I was watching all these people, I refer to them as 'living zombies', thats how it came off to me as. They looked normal, and alive, but I got the distinct feeling there was something wrong with them. I was with 2 strange people, watching these 'zombies'. They would look at me and ask me to help them, by using my 'ability'. Of course, I'd look at them and say, "what are you talking about?" This is the 3rd dream I've had since the end of last month (March) involving my 'abilities'. Wtf?
In about 3 1/2 hrs, I'll be heading to Roswell to go to a group. We'll see how that goes.
I have been house sitting for the parents this week. So I've been sleeping at their house, even though I have a heated waterbed here, I still get anxious while here.
Soooo...
I've been trying these 'crop circle meditations' that Whitley Streiber has been doing (I'm a subscriber to his site, www.unknowncountry.com) and I must admit, they're rather relaxing. I do the meditation right before bed, along with a program called (either or) Brain wave generator, or Neuro-Programmer 2. I use the Deep Theta 3 (without headphones). The first time I tried this...
I managed to make it through 7 minutes of the 50 minute program (lol).
As I apparently entered this theta state, I was almost immediately observant of what seemed to be two shadows over me. They would move away on occasion, but then come back into my field of 'view'. I had no lights on, save for the monitor light, and my eyes were shut. It was strange, but I didn't feel threatened by these shadows. In fact, it feels as if they were watching me. Making sure I'm ok as I dove into the whole experience of the meditation and the brainwave thing.
After that, I felt very tired and relaxed, so I headed to bed. I had put my phone on the charger in the living room initially, when I went to bed, I moved it to the bedroom with me. I think, within 10 minutes of my layin there relaxing, the phone was done charging. Of course, my eyes were closed and I couldn't see a thing, my eyes shot open and the room was bathed in bright light. I mumbled to myself "oh god no", and then looked down and found out it was my phone. Apparently, when it finishes charging, the front screen gets really bright to tell you its finished charging. Wtf? Stupid thing scared the hell out of me.
That night, I had a dream. In this dream, I was watching all these people, I refer to them as 'living zombies', thats how it came off to me as. They looked normal, and alive, but I got the distinct feeling there was something wrong with them. I was with 2 strange people, watching these 'zombies'. They would look at me and ask me to help them, by using my 'ability'. Of course, I'd look at them and say, "what are you talking about?" This is the 3rd dream I've had since the end of last month (March) involving my 'abilities'. Wtf?
In about 3 1/2 hrs, I'll be heading to Roswell to go to a group. We'll see how that goes.
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