More recently...
I think it was late January, I dreamed I was in my house, using TK (telekinesis) and moving large heavy objects around. Someone spotted me and yelled out “Force user”, and ran off. I was a little paranoid at this, and I soon discovered I was being chased by a few groups. To escape, I left the planet. I didn't leave in a space ship or anything, I just left. I came upon, it was either a smaller planet or maybe a moon, and saw that it was inhabited, and I entered it's atmosphere, without being injured. I woke up.
Last week I had another nightmare. I was in a circle of some sort, right in the middle. I was surrounded by shadowy things. I couldn't move or do anything. It was brief, thank god, the last thing I saw before I woke up was seeing a creature that looked like HP Lovecraft's Cthulhu.
This week...
I had a dream about the end of the world. At least, it appeared to be. I started out with a small group of people, working our way past throngs of panicked people. We weaved through streets and side streets, until we arrived at this apartment building. It was 3-4 stories tall, but was one of the highest buildings in the area. We came to the apartment on the top floor, which took up nearly the whole floor. The living room was spacious with large windows opening out to the city (WEST). It had separate bedrooms, which I gladly commandeered as my own, and became side tracked with something, I can't recall now what it was. I eventually passed out. When I came to, it was still night time, but the door of my room had been ripped off (and was missing). When I walked into the living room, the room was a mess, like a tornado hit it or something. I could tell something violent occurred, but what it was, I don't know. My companions were missing, vanished without a trace. I felt so lonely, and I wondered why I was left, alive and alone. I decided to look out the windows. What I saw made me die a little inside. The moon was out, about ¾ full. It cast an eerie light on the surroundings. Total devastation. Buildings had crumbled, torn apart, possibly by bombs. Shrapnel and other things littered the streets. The one thing I noticed was the lack of corpses. Where did everyone go? What happened to everyone? If it had been some kind of missile or bomb attack, the streets would have had at least several corpses. And why was the apartment building I was in practically untouched (save for whatever the hell came in and ripped apart the apartment and took my companions). As I was eying the surroundings, I went into this 'mode'. I started thinking of what kind of vehicle I'd need, how to get to the stores to get whatever food/supplies that were still there and still good. I checked the lock on the apartment door (which was still in one piece...how strange), considering no one was there but me, I determined the lock to be relatively 'safe' for use, and I then started to think of how long I could stay there on canned goods and supplies until I would have to move out into the country and start farming for my food. When I began to think about how I would obtain gas for the vehicle, I woke up.
And last night...I had another nightmare.
I was on a houseboat of some sort. I remember it having a window, right above 'sea level'. I can't recall if I was in some kind of marsh/swamp initially, or I was floating about in some odd section of the sea. I was watching the water, just kind of gazing at it, from inside the cabin, through that window. Suddenly, the water started bubbling, and turned this really strange shade of green. And the smell.. good god, it started to smell so friggin gross... so nasty... I saw a pair of sharks... but they were being devoured by something under the water...I couldn't see what it was, but it was eating them both AT THE SAME TIME. After I saw the sharks being eaten, I suddenly realized I was alone on this houseboat, and I began to panic, wondering if I was next. I woke up when I headed out of the cabin.
February 10, 2009
Only had 2 hours of sleep. I'm exhausted. I had another dream, which pretty much took up the whole 2 hours I was asleep, apparently. There were spires, very tall, made of black stone, I want to say some kind of black marble. I was on a walkway, very very high up. I was trying to get into one of the spires. The spires were guarded by these things. I say 'things', because for the most part, they were formless, just shadows. No eyes, no mouth, no limbs? I tried to sneak past them twice, but stopped and turned back both times, fearing what would happen if they caught me. It didn't help that they seemed to have already been alerted to my 'presence'. After I gave up, I ended up on some flying thing, trying to assist some people stuck on a few of the spires. I few around a few of them, and was able to get a closer look at the towers. I want to say now, that they were possibly obsidian. But good god, that's a lot of obsidian, and the fact these towers seemed infinite in height... well... I woke up after getting that closer look.
February 11, 2009
Had another dream... Its been rather busy as of late, I think!
I was climbing the stairs to some kind of Pyramid, or, maybe it was a ziggurat (I've been corrected now, they're called Ziggurats), the ones you see in South America, made by the Inca's or Mayans...or maybe it was Aztec...Okay, well, my sources say Mayan/Aztec or perhaps even Byzantine. -_-; The problem with this Ziggurat, unlike the others in South America, or Iraq (Great Ziggurat of Ur), the stairs leading to the top were ungodly large, and it was like practically wall or rock climbing to get to the next stair (The 'stairs' were a little over 5 foot, 5 inches high). As I was climbing up them, I heard a disembodied voice, however, It sounded like it came from the top of the ziggurat. The voice was distinctly male, very deep. He spoke of how He ate the light, and waited for someone to come to release the 'new light'. He spoke more, but I can't recall at the moment what he was speaking of. I was focused on climbing, but when he mentioned he devoured the light, I had this really bad feeling. He never spoke to a general crowd, he was speaking directly to me, which made it even creepier, like he was egging me on to climb the top, like I had a purpose!
February 12, 2009
One 'last' dream. I dreamed I was initially going to see a concert... but these ominous clouds (at the time I thought they were clouds) were distracting me. I eventually ended up going in to the concert, but it was soon ended by panic, because these clouds were not clouds at all, it was one mass of vortex type cloud (but didn't really stretch out like a twister...), however I soon discovered that it was an ET type of 'creature', if you could call it that. It ate things, and when stuff was 'eaten', it was transferred or transported to a new dimension. I was stuck in some kind of room watching the outline of the Western US (Washington, Oregon, California) light up as they were being 'eaten alive'. As this extraterrestrial 'cloud' came to where I was, I apparently was eaten as well, and ended up on some stranded 'station', with the spirit of a child, a man and a woman. The spirit asked me to accompany it, and I did, holding onto him, I flew around with him, he showed me all these stars around the station, and as soon as we got back to the station, he disappeared. I became distressed, I thought I had lost him. I told the man, and he went insane, and locked himself in some device. The woman was outside the device and told me about him and the device (I can't remember now).
February 17, 2009
Had a kind of scary one. Kind of. I was in a vehicle with some friends of mine, we had stopped somewhere. They got out, but as I was trying to get out, some guy, looking like the Bounty Hunter in X-Files leaped onto the vehicle and wouldn't let me out. He eventually knocked me out. I remember being dragged/taken to the hospital by, I thought it was my friends, but they had run off after the jerk landed on the car. So, I don't know who carried/dragged me to the hospital. After that all I remember is walking through some kind of hospital.
Late February
Had a strange dream, a room with no doors or windows, with one word...Cthulhu. Wtf?
Next night, I dreamed of being in a house, looking at the calendar and seeing the word Providence. Everyone was speaking but all I could hear was Providence. I'm pretty sure it means Providence, RI, but why? I think I need to go there.
March 2nd
A real doozy...part of this may have been a screen, I suspect. I was on a beach, looking at the sea. I was able to peer deep into the water, and I saw a gorgeous city. I felt drawn to it, attracted to it. I tried to look closer, but I was hit by something. Not physically, more psychically. I lost my vision at this point, and I could hear myself screaming, fighting against something... when I regained my vision, I was in a “mental institution”, and I figured it was because of the breakdown I had at the beach. I felt fine enough though, so I wandered out, and saw a group of confused people. I sat with them, and a man who worked for the facility came to speak to us. He said the facility needed samples, and gave us examples of what they needed. If one wouldn't do, then there were other alternatives. For example: misc. skin and stuff, vomit (which they had methods of inducing), and for the women, GYN type operations/exams. I was full of fear when they mentioned this, and I wanted to leave, bad.
March 7
Dreamed that the Chinese bought our jobs, tried bringing in some fucked up sense of “socialism”... Reduced our pay to ¼ of what we made now, and paid only once a month. I wouldn't stand for it. Later on I saw some women, with masks. Apparently the Chinese, or whomever, wanted us to wear these. They were magnificently Jewelled, but looked very disturbing. They appeared to open in the middle, and resembled butterflies. They covered the mouth nose and eyes. It was held in place by a bar you stick in your mouth (a Bit, if you will). The women told me if I didn't want to spend the horribly high price for the 'real' ones, I could always go somewhere else and get them cheaper. I wasn't even interested.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
entries May 19, 2008 - Early Feb 2009
May 19, 2008
Last night I dreamed about how I had a baby and I was playin with him and he was very happy. Was wearin lil Spongebob pants. And I kept talking to him and tickling him and he’d get that big ole baby grin.
May 21, 2008
I dreamed I was in a bookstore or something. I was looking at a book I read when I was younger. I decided to buy it. I turned around, and there was a guy right there! He was maybe my height or shorter, with short black hair and a nice face. We started talking and quickly became friends. He noticed marks on me and asked about them, but I couldn’t say anything, because I didn’t know. I think he knew. I don’t know why he’d point them out though. We get to the counter, and I had put the book up on it, ready to check out. The woman at the desk started doing something, and so I put my book in my bag. After a few minutes, it seemed like she didn’t know what she was doing, so the guy went behind the counter and started showing her. That guy was really smart!! He came back on my side of the counter and just stayed next to me. She became very irritated and started writing him up for something. It seemed as if she was being very discriminatory towards him, and it made me very angry. I snapped, and went off on her. She shut her mouth after that. We sat at a table, away from the counter and started talking some more. I don’t remember the questions, but the one answer from him still sticks out. He said, “I will be leaving tomorrow afternoon.” And I replied with, “Oh.” That’s all I can remember.
May 30, 2008
I was in a stone building, it reminded me a bit like a castle but not so much.. and I went immediately to a room that I thought was mine. a little bit later after getting comfortable
I went exploring and found a big room, reminded me of a dining hall, and I saw a group of people, so I went over to them and sat down... started talking with them and discussing stuff
after a long while of that
went outside because a few of them had to leave
and we were on a roof or something
but it was nice and flat, perfect for sitting and looking around, you know
and these people went into ... I have to say, reminded me of a flying car
I went to the back left 'door' and looked at the guy sitting there
I had a ton of questions, and they all kinda blurted out, but I never really spoke them
which was weird
lol
and he just looked at me and said it would be ok, that him and his friends had to go for awhile
but they'd be back after a little bit
and he called me Alex.
and I looked at him
and i said "My name isnt alex..."
he said "I know."
and the people around me had to point out that was my name, as I was apparently hiding my identity
and they took off
and we were all out on the roof
it was weird, no one was all that spread out
kinda kept to a group
and it was darker than it was before, so we sat on the roof
I was looking at the surroundings and how strange they were
but a few of these people would come up to me and say some things
to remind me i was ... for lack of a better word
incognito
and I couldnt leave the area because it was too dangerous
so i just kinda sighed and sat there still
and I started seeing these people below... like they just emerged from out of nowhere
and they, uh, started dancing or something
it was really odd
thats pretty much it
Feb 8, 2008
Long time no write. I've had several dreams since my last posting, but I thought I had lost my little 'diary' on here. I'm glad I've found it again.
When I moved back in with my parents after being fired from my previous job and evicted from the trailer, things got a little better, dream wise...sort of.
One of the dreams I had stood out, and still does. I can't tell if it was real or a dream, everything seemed so....well...intermixed? I saw a figure in the corner of my room, near the door. I couldn't tell if it had a definite shape, but it had this horribly evil vibe to it, I was so afraid of it, but I couldn't look away. The whole time, the fear was rising up, I felt like I was choking on it nearly. I managed to look away, to avert my eyes. I ended up looking at the TV screen. After a minute of me looking at the screen, a pair of red eyes appeared on it, staring at me. I jumped and gasped, and 'came to', no shadowy evil thing in the corner, no eyes on my TV screen. Everything as it was. Nothing changed in this 'dream state', everything was exactly where it is in real life.
I dreamed of meeting a woman in a forest type area, she was very old, dare I say timeless, but took on the appearance of a younger woman, because she claimed she looked better that way. We followed a trail for a while, and I felt like a child again, which was welcome. We reached a clearing with about 3-4 portal type things. I looked at them all, and in a flash, I saw one of the portal's...details.. from beginning to the end. I decided to choose that portal. Answering a question she might have silently asked, I told her I would rather know what was to happen... I think maybe the portals might have been multi dimensional...
Last night I dreamed about how I had a baby and I was playin with him and he was very happy. Was wearin lil Spongebob pants. And I kept talking to him and tickling him and he’d get that big ole baby grin.
May 21, 2008
I dreamed I was in a bookstore or something. I was looking at a book I read when I was younger. I decided to buy it. I turned around, and there was a guy right there! He was maybe my height or shorter, with short black hair and a nice face. We started talking and quickly became friends. He noticed marks on me and asked about them, but I couldn’t say anything, because I didn’t know. I think he knew. I don’t know why he’d point them out though. We get to the counter, and I had put the book up on it, ready to check out. The woman at the desk started doing something, and so I put my book in my bag. After a few minutes, it seemed like she didn’t know what she was doing, so the guy went behind the counter and started showing her. That guy was really smart!! He came back on my side of the counter and just stayed next to me. She became very irritated and started writing him up for something. It seemed as if she was being very discriminatory towards him, and it made me very angry. I snapped, and went off on her. She shut her mouth after that. We sat at a table, away from the counter and started talking some more. I don’t remember the questions, but the one answer from him still sticks out. He said, “I will be leaving tomorrow afternoon.” And I replied with, “Oh.” That’s all I can remember.
May 30, 2008
I was in a stone building, it reminded me a bit like a castle but not so much.. and I went immediately to a room that I thought was mine. a little bit later after getting comfortable
I went exploring and found a big room, reminded me of a dining hall, and I saw a group of people, so I went over to them and sat down... started talking with them and discussing stuff
after a long while of that
went outside because a few of them had to leave
and we were on a roof or something
but it was nice and flat, perfect for sitting and looking around, you know
and these people went into ... I have to say, reminded me of a flying car
I went to the back left 'door' and looked at the guy sitting there
I had a ton of questions, and they all kinda blurted out, but I never really spoke them
which was weird
lol
and he just looked at me and said it would be ok, that him and his friends had to go for awhile
but they'd be back after a little bit
and he called me Alex.
and I looked at him
and i said "My name isnt alex..."
he said "I know."
and the people around me had to point out that was my name, as I was apparently hiding my identity
and they took off
and we were all out on the roof
it was weird, no one was all that spread out
kinda kept to a group
and it was darker than it was before, so we sat on the roof
I was looking at the surroundings and how strange they were
but a few of these people would come up to me and say some things
to remind me i was ... for lack of a better word
incognito
and I couldnt leave the area because it was too dangerous
so i just kinda sighed and sat there still
and I started seeing these people below... like they just emerged from out of nowhere
and they, uh, started dancing or something
it was really odd
thats pretty much it
Feb 8, 2008
Long time no write. I've had several dreams since my last posting, but I thought I had lost my little 'diary' on here. I'm glad I've found it again.
When I moved back in with my parents after being fired from my previous job and evicted from the trailer, things got a little better, dream wise...sort of.
One of the dreams I had stood out, and still does. I can't tell if it was real or a dream, everything seemed so....well...intermixed? I saw a figure in the corner of my room, near the door. I couldn't tell if it had a definite shape, but it had this horribly evil vibe to it, I was so afraid of it, but I couldn't look away. The whole time, the fear was rising up, I felt like I was choking on it nearly. I managed to look away, to avert my eyes. I ended up looking at the TV screen. After a minute of me looking at the screen, a pair of red eyes appeared on it, staring at me. I jumped and gasped, and 'came to', no shadowy evil thing in the corner, no eyes on my TV screen. Everything as it was. Nothing changed in this 'dream state', everything was exactly where it is in real life.
I dreamed of meeting a woman in a forest type area, she was very old, dare I say timeless, but took on the appearance of a younger woman, because she claimed she looked better that way. We followed a trail for a while, and I felt like a child again, which was welcome. We reached a clearing with about 3-4 portal type things. I looked at them all, and in a flash, I saw one of the portal's...details.. from beginning to the end. I decided to choose that portal. Answering a question she might have silently asked, I told her I would rather know what was to happen... I think maybe the portals might have been multi dimensional...
Apr 25 2008 - May 3, 2008
Apr 25, 2008
I went to bed above my covers, felt something touch my leg… not sure if I was dreaming or not, saw 2-3 of these weird looking things, I think they were hunched over. They had arms and legs, thin though. Their color was a weird yellow/brown, tan is stretching it a little but…
I went to bed above my covers, felt something touch my leg… not sure if I was dreaming or not, saw 2-3 of these weird looking things, I think they were hunched over. They had arms and legs, thin though. Their color was a weird yellow/brown, tan is stretching it a little but…
Apr 27, 2008
Was trying to go to bed last night… dozed off…
Startled awake by something electronic exploding near my face (like, right on top of it!!), I could hear it and feel something like a shock wave. I nearly fell out of bed, frightened. I looked around but there was nothing there!
Apr 28, 2008
Had a nightmare last night.
I dreamed I was driving, it started to get dark, abnormally dark. I started to get sleepy but I kept my eyes open, because I did not want to fall asleep at the wheel. I blacked out anyway, and after a few seconds I came to. I think I was sitting on the side of the road. My car was nowhere to be seen. I look in front of me and start panicking, because there is something tall in front of me, with long arms, trying to reach and grab me. I couldn’t see any details, it was all shadowed. I’m not sure if it was a shadow person, or someone using & hiding in the dark. I kept scooting back as it moved closer, up until the edge of the pavement. It then felt like I hit a wall and couldn’t move back further. It got closer and I felt more trapped…and then instead of the panic…the panic was erased by a random fit of rage! As it got closer, all I could really do was lift up both of my hands….and flip it the bird on each hand. I felt that it got irritated at that point, and a second later, I blacked out…and then woke up in my bed, scared out of my mind…
May 1, 2008
Last night, not sure if it was a dream or not. The whole day I had been feeling rather bad, but I was finally tired, but I didn’t want to sleep in my bedroom. I put myself on my side, on the couch, to watch Family Guy while I dozed off, but not too long after that, the cable went out. I checked the TV in the bedroom, and it got a few stations, so I just resigned myself and went back there. Got kinda sleepy listening to conan o’brien, so I turned the TV off and tried to relax, it pretty much ended up in a session of tossing and turning til all of a sudden, I think I’m dreaming. Something is at the foot of my bed, it looks like its trying to look like something familiar, but whatever it was, failed. Miserably. It looked really fuggin ugly, with big eyes and long arms (I couldn’t see its legs or feet, just torso up), and it was just standing there, resting its arms & hands on the bed staring at me. I had lifted myself up a little to see what the hell it was, but when I started focusing on it and noticing details that weren’t adding up (and confusing me as well), this voice, in my head told me ‘just lay down’. I did, and everything went black in a matter of seconds.
May 3, 2008
Another dream. I was standing outside in the dream, looking at the sky and all of a sudden, these lights zoom by; 3 of them and I just felt like I had to give chase so I ran off trying to follow it ended up in the middle of the woods with a ton of other people. there were a lot of people there, I was amazed, no one wandered off not even me, and I have add! So I kept wandering around this area, looking for specific people, including some scientist then I just kind of ended up on a hill overlooking something, with a tall guy.
Long due entries
I apologize for delaying these recent posts. I've got quite a few to go through, so bear with me please.
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