April 13, 2008

Sorry for the lack of posting. I will post the recent 'dreams' shortly.

I have been house sitting for the parents this week. So I've been sleeping at their house, even though I have a heated waterbed here, I still get anxious while here.
Soooo...
I've been trying these 'crop circle meditations' that Whitley Streiber has been doing (I'm a subscriber to his site, www.unknowncountry.com) and I must admit, they're rather relaxing. I do the meditation right before bed, along with a program called (either or) Brain wave generator, or Neuro-Programmer 2. I use the Deep Theta 3 (without headphones). The first time I tried this...
I managed to make it through 7 minutes of the 50 minute program (lol).
As I apparently entered this theta state, I was almost immediately observant of what seemed to be two shadows over me. They would move away on occasion, but then come back into my field of 'view'. I had no lights on, save for the monitor light, and my eyes were shut. It was strange, but I didn't feel threatened by these shadows. In fact, it feels as if they were watching me. Making sure I'm ok as I dove into the whole experience of the meditation and the brainwave thing.

After that, I felt very tired and relaxed, so I headed to bed. I had put my phone on the charger in the living room initially, when I went to bed, I moved it to the bedroom with me. I think, within 10 minutes of my layin there relaxing, the phone was done charging. Of course, my eyes were closed and I couldn't see a thing, my eyes shot open and the room was bathed in bright light. I mumbled to myself "oh god no", and then looked down and found out it was my phone. Apparently, when it finishes charging, the front screen gets really bright to tell you its finished charging. Wtf? Stupid thing scared the hell out of me.

That night, I had a dream. In this dream, I was watching all these people, I refer to them as 'living zombies', thats how it came off to me as. They looked normal, and alive, but I got the distinct feeling there was something wrong with them. I was with 2 strange people, watching these 'zombies'. They would look at me and ask me to help them, by using my 'ability'. Of course, I'd look at them and say, "what are you talking about?" This is the 3rd dream I've had since the end of last month (March) involving my 'abilities'. Wtf?

In about 3 1/2 hrs, I'll be heading to Roswell to go to a group. We'll see how that goes.