Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Not quite so Diary

Thought I would post on whats going on recently. This isn't so much a diary though, it's been going on the past few days.
my dreams have been silent, nothing at all, until yesterday.
Again it was a very long and vivid dream, none of it made sense. I
remember someone checking my ears and said I needed to clean them
though. The whole scene/dream was so....weird, and everything seemed metal.
But I can't remember too much about it... this pisses me off so much.
I know I have a very long and vivid dream but when I wake up its
either gone or about to disappear or I can only remember pieces. It
took me almost an hour yesterday to realize I had this dream! ???? So
Confusing. I am still trying to make heads and tails of everything, I
keep remembering a time in California, but I can't, for petes sake,
remember which house I was living in. One of the houses used to have
one of those stuffed animal hammocks, for a corner & ceiling. I used
to have stuffed animals in it all the time. I link it with Simpsons
treehouse of terror episodes, but when the simpsons started airing, I
never had the hammock up. I remember seeing what I thought was a set
of eyes from my hammock, looking at me. However, where the eyes
were...my hammock wasn't. I would hide under my covers all the time,
because they kept looking at me. I keep remembering this now, but now
that I think about it and look back on it, the eyes would change
apparently, although I was too scared to note it when I was that
young. Something was looking at me. Initially it looked like the big round eyes,
but they changed... they didn't have the little round
black & white eyes, they were bigger and not so circular. Also, as of
late I've been remembering, might have been recently, since I think I
was outside of my trailer in this 'memory'. I saw a craft fly over
my head, got to see more detail on the bottom, this was at night, and
I think one of my friends was there, except they were looking away
and apparently not listening to me. As it passed over my head, I was
yelling at them to come look, it was so friggin awesome...but it was
like they never heard me, or were purposely ignoring me, and looking
away. I was so frustrated that they werent listening. I don't know
who I was with though. I'm still trying to figure this out, as we
speak.

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